mencari konklusi

this morning is one of those morning yang lain macam.

i woke up effortlessly before the sun rises, penuh semangat, syampoo rambut, buat ability test (which btw SUSAH tett), pick up baju kurung (why is that baju kurung aku semua ungu/pinkish karer), decided 'OK, hari ni kita try pakai tudung ala ariani k?', made the bed, practically brought all the necessary to work and left none.

then, i bukak mangga.

then, there she is.

adik dari rumah hujung.

i just dont do well with orang 'sakit'.

aku tak reti nak behave dgn cara yang sesuai. did she noticed my fear? or my symphaty to her? did i came across as orang yang rasa annoyed dengan dia? she was so close to me, cuba nak berborak, but i tak faham. and i winced. i almost made a step back :(

and i check on my back when we reached G floor. adakah dia follow aku? how will i react if wanted to masuk kereta i?

kenapalah aku macam tu? nampak sangat hati aku penjahat..